Minggu, 12 Desember 2010

Just a Glimpse

Just a glimpse of your face, and I will think about you all night.

Just a glimpse of your smile, and my head will full of fu**ing romantic song.

Just a glimpse of your eyes, and I will feel so lonely because you aren’t with me.

Just a glimpse of your hijab, and I will feel so bad because you are so far away.

I always love to see you, see your smile, and see your eyes, even though you aren’t looking at me.

I always love to hear you, hear your voice, and hear your laugh, even though you aren’t talking to me.

Ehm, maaf kalau kata-kata gw terbaca sangat galau (sebenernya gw lebih suka kata terdengar si tapi sepertinya agak tidak valid kalo dipakai disini). Tapi emang itu kenyataannya, tepat seperti apa yang gw tulis diatas. Gw bukan tipe orang romantis, puitis, dan -is –is lainnya yang bisa merangkai kata-kata indah dan dramatis, jadi ya gw tulis sesuai apa yang gw rasakan sekarang.

Hari sabtu gw berjalan sangat normal, sangat membosankan, sangat datar, dan sangat nyaman buat loser semacam gw. Hari yang sangat tidak produktif saudara-saudara. Semua sangat normal sampai gw menghadiri acara malam keakraban di himpunan gw. Di acara itu gw menjalankan peran yang selalu gw lakukan di kegiatan-kegiatan himpunan gw, menjadi tukang foto keliling.

No problem, no hard feeling, I enjoy this role after all. Everything was so perfect until they played kaleidoscope, a set of slide contain picture from past event and activity. I saw her face 3 times, and I knew when those pictures were taken. Yeah, I saw her, just 5 second at most but I can’t forget her smile until now. If you want me to simplify my feeling right now, well it is easy, I feel so annoyed. I can’t explain the reason, but this feeling is really annoying.